I’m crushed. I feel like no matter how many times I tell the truth, no one believes me. They’ve had exclusivity over the narrative for so long and will not confront me with it, so I can’t even defend myself or prove what they are saying isn’t true.

I shouldn’t care what these idiots think but I can’t let it go. I’m never going to be able to move on unless I get closure. I deserve to be told what I was accused of and why people were talking about my genitals as if they were unattached objects.

My life is in the hands of our healthcare system. If they don’t give me closure, I’ll have to remain on sick leave for the rest of my life, because I am not getting over this. Not anymore. That comment really broke me.