Baby Steps

I feel like I have a split personality right now. I've thinking about suicide a ton. Its just so relieving. But then at the same time I'm trying to cut down on smoking (with an eye towards quitting), had a... Continue Reading →


I love the way snow falls when its light and fluffy, like petals of white roses lightly falling to the earth. Nothing makes me happier or calmer. Sparkling as it dances in the wind, like stars too far off in... Continue Reading →

Harder To Get Over The Past When You Do Not Have A Future

I woke up this morning under a new light. After spending a few day litterally thinking of mass murder, I just decided I don't care. I know who I am. I know what I did. I know I didn't deserve... Continue Reading →

All I Think About Is Dying

I want so badly to just move on with my life after all the craziness I had to deal with thanks to former coworkers and former employer. They've destroyed me and my reputation. I fought back and that made me... Continue Reading →

It’s Pointless

I'm crushed. I feel like no matter how many times I tell the truth, no one believes me. They've had exclusivity over the narrative for so long and will not confront me with it, so I can't even defend myself... Continue Reading →

The Rise Of The Incel

The world is changing. We have flat earthers and Trump supporters. The internet has allowed all sorts of groups of people to communicate with each other and become little subcultures within are larger society. Personally, despite some of the clear... Continue Reading →

The Day After

Yesterday was a day from hell. One stupid comment and I went crazy. I woke up in the middle of the night pissed off as is often the case and saw someone had left a comment that just infuriated me.... Continue Reading →

My Accuser's Version Of Events

I had said I would post this in the past but never did. I felt like there was no point, but I'm so sick and tired of people telling me I'm a horrible person because of what I did that... Continue Reading →

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Let Them All Burn In Hell (Being updated until I calm down)

I will never stop fighting the fat whore that only includes a face shot on Tinder. I promise, with my dying breath, that the person who told me everyone knew will be responsible for... What happens next!!! Hahahahahahhahhahahahha FUCK YOU!... Continue Reading →

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